just gotten my results...
made an improvement of 0.08 points.
very satisfied.
my efforts paid off.
must aim for 4.0 for next sem.

but alas, class allocation not out yet.
BUT, although sch reopens on 3rd sept, i will only go back on 4th sept.
BECAUSE 3rd sept is a WEDNESDAY!

anyways, went for badminton session tday with frens.
although played for 1 hr, nice one.
then shared gelare waffle. hmm.
half priced choc waffle with mocha and c & c toppin'.

CL meeting on fri.
then dinner with benneth & zura.
fish & co.
then my wallet will be completely DRY.

i can start to file for bankruptcy. because i am left with 8 bucks in my wallet till sch reopens in sept 2. i have spent a total of 150 bucks on stuffs i need. shoes for work cause my shoe's spoilt, bag for sch cause my lappy is heavy and i am very clumsy, slippers cause i spoilt mine when i fell on the escalator,and lastly earrings. and now i owe 40 buck to my sis because i need money to pay for the chalet and i need to borrow another 30 bucks to order dad's cake. DIE. and i cant draw any more money till next month. donation anyone?

and finally i finished my PP. so relieved. i was afraid at the start because i thought that i will not have enough to write and thats it. but in the end, they total up to 3000 + words. good. but now i need to input the survey result and only so little ppl has done it. omg. i had wanted at least 50 response but the number is OMG. and so i have to delay the handing up of the PP to maybe wed. so pls ppl if u are reading, go do my survey. i seriously need them by wednesday. PLEASE.

so, finally i can relax and only start to panic when its time to do the poster presentation (:

终于看完了少年杨家将。结局真的令人无法想象。五郎竟然认为哥哥们与他爹的死是因为他的自私而当了和尚。我认为，他还可以拟补这个错误。毕竟，这也不能怪他啊。要怪也得怪关红。是她不想你去送死，才把你打晕，害得你无法去帮助他们。。。

嗨。。。我终于知道你可以从一部联系剧领悟到那么多的道理。这部戏真的值得你们去看。我哭了很多次，也能感觉到他们的痛苦与无助。。。

Anyways, i need you ppl to help me do a survey for my project. so please do it and ANSWER IT SINCERELY. IT IS EXTREMELY IMPT TO ME. i have just seen a response and the answers are disastrous. SO PLEASE...

Here's the link:
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=R6otqyQBrK8heFGTlazHxQ_3d_3d

THANKS FOR YOUR RESPONSE (:(: I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT (:(:

sry. this post will be in chinese cos i dont know how to express my thoughts in eng (:

前几天，看了少年杨家将到Ep 39。皇上竟然宁愿相信潘仁美也不惜拿归他衷心根根的杨业。

为什么人们都是这样子的？我明明没有对你不衷心，你却不相信我，还至我于死地。等到我真的赔上性命之后，你才知道原来你错了。为什么呢？为什么你宁愿相信别人也不肯相信对你中心根根了那么多年的好朋友？我只能说，你不配当一国志军。我的死，是代表着对国家的忠诚之心。可是我的死，会让你内疚一辈子。这样值得吗？
结果，在金沙滩的战场上，杨业与大郎，二郎，三郎，七郎配上了性命。而且，羊业与四郎的遗体无法找着。皇上还会继续下去吗？我突然有了一些想法。

所以，我希望我的每一个朋友可以信任我，就如我信任他们一样。如果这一点也做不到的话，我真的不知道还有什么可以做的。。。如果有一天，这也发生在我的身上，我不会象杨业赔上性命。可是，我只能说我对你很失望。。。

went party-world with the usual gals yesterday. haha. went all the way to woodlands to meet them. and once again, they cabbed from school to the civics centre. lol. and yes, there were a lot of songs left unsung. but better than the first time where we only sang for 1 and a half hr.lol. and yea, i will be going k-box with colleagues tmr if ms ang doesnt ask feli to come back to work.
and i think i am being cursed by my fellow E56b-ians cause by the time i received their message, it is already 10 am and i am supposed to meet them at yishun at 830 am today. haha. sorry guys. i overslept. haha. and i didnt do my pp today. shit. at this rate, how am i gonna hand in before sept? jia you jia you (:(:

i dun noe what is wrong with u ppl nowadays. although i may be a rank higher than you guys, i am still me. i am definitely not arrogant nor proud. i am still your friend. yes, i know that you may be unhappy that i enter later than u but get promoted first. i may not have the ability and experience like you said. so? i did not make this decision myself, neither did i boot-lick any of them. and if i really cannot make it, viki would have failed me when i went for the CL verification. since she did not, give me a chance to prove all of u wrong. i will definitely make up for what i do not have and gain your respect. and therefore, if u have anything against me, tell me straight. dun tell tales behind my back. everyone has feeling, including me and you. if u dont like ppl talking behind your back, dun do the same to me. i didnt do anything wrong. most importantly, i did not abuse my authority. anyways, 我不稀罕 to be CL. i just wanna do my job well and get my deserved salary.

ガンバッテ !!

worked for only 4 hours on sat (2/8) cos it was mama's birthday. haha. actually wanted to treat her to seoul garden or pizza hut but the thrifty papa say no. so in the end we treated her to a movie , money not enough 2. haha. the movie is damn hilarious man. the starting was omg. they actually sang the national day song! but the lyrics were about rising cost and ERP charges and whatsoever. moreover, they sang in hokkien. OMG. i wonder what if the PM or even the president heard the song. haha. anyways, although the movie was funny, there were a few scenes whereby the story took a dramatic turn. it showed the crueliness of human nature. (spoilers included. dun read if u dun want me to spoil it for u..)

when we were young, our parents took great care of us and no matter how we treated them, they will always be there for us. However, when they grew up and their mum became ill til the extent she would pee everywhere, they found her a nuisance. First, they chuck her in the living room, then chuck her in the kitchen near the toilet. Then they chuck her inside the toilet. Like wth. how can u treat your mother like this. Then they sent her to the old folk's home. She was very devastated and cried for her son to take her back. but the useless son ran away. She eventually went into a coma. Then the first son's wife even more cruel. the mother actually needed blood because she had internal bleeding. then her daughter met with an accident and needed blood. Concidentally, both needed O- blood and the blood bank have only enough for one patient. the blood was already on the way to the mother. The wife actually ran and snatched the blood back from the doctor. They fought for the blood. she wanted to give up her mother-in-law to save her daughter. she heard their conversation. she cried. then she plucked off the oxygen supply.. she sacrified her life for her granddaughter's life. thats how wei da she was. ready to do anything to help her loved ones..

what if the same thing happen to us? who would you choose to save? your mother or your daughter?