HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY

LIM SHU QIN SHARON (:

today was damn suay man. kena stalked by one loony guy. damn scared out of my wits man. it all started when i was walking towards AMK interchange to take bus home. then there was this loony guy whose short was damn short; he was carrying so many plastic bag full of things and was laughing and giggling to himself like ah siao. he even speaked to other other random people who all ignored him. THEN, he stared at me. i glanced at him once and looked away immediately. Luckily i was listening to my mp3 with my earplugs on my ears. if not he would come and speak to me. I went into the queue for my bus number. Then he walked towards me. WTH. in and out he walked and then he walked away to continue his whatever business he was doing just now. Phew. I thought that was the end. Then, my bus came. he went up the bus too. i walked past him and sat down in one corner. THEN HE CAME OVER AND SAID " I WANT TO SIT WITH YOU" AND HE SAT DOWN RIGHT BESIDE ME. He sat damn close to me lah. I felt like slapping his face and scold him all kinds of words. F. Nevermind. I ignored him and continued listening to my music. He started laughing and giggling to himself. Then, he started eating on the bus with some weird combination of food (raw cabbage, ham - i dont know cooked or uncooked; and otah). THEN SUDDENLY HIS FACE CAME SUPER DUPER CLOSE TO ME; HIS MOUTH MAKING ALL KIND OF SHAPE - THOSE KIND OF KISSING SHIT. WTF. I really felt giving him one tight slap and alight there and then. But i was too scared to make any move; even to come out of that damn seat. All i could do is to pray that the bus will quickly come to my bus stop. Time passed like snail and finally, the bus was reaching my bus stop. At that point of time, i thought to myself - if he followed me home, i am gonna call the police. Then, i said a loud EXCUSE ME and got out of the seat; i did not bother slowly make my way out. i just stepped his toes and whatever shit and push my way through him very rudely. He continued looking at me and laughing and shit. the moment the bus came to a stop, i scurried my way home, looking behind occasionally to check if he followed me home. Overall, damn pissed off man.

anyways, good luck to my mouth - need to go national dental centre tomorrow ):

Finally i am able to see my class allocation

RP damn idiot lah

Everyday have to change class

Wth

Day 4 - histopathology and cytology (E65N-C)

Day 2 - medical microbiology (E66B-C)

Day 3 - genomics (E66G-C)

Day 1 - laboratory management (E65A-C)

Shit them

Almost "vomitted blood" yesterday while tutoring. My student's results are so disastrous to the extent i feel like knocking my head on the wall. All single digit somemore. I really pity her sometimes. Both her parents cant read and write and therefore she has no one to depend on when she has homework. And so, tutoring her is no easy task too. I have to sit beside her all the time and explain every single question to her. Imagine that man. Really hope with me tutoring her, her results can improve before next year's PSLE.

Anyways, FYP has been a chiong-ing thing since the holidays. We have to return to NTU every 3 days to stop the process and begin a new one. Overall quite tiring to travel from serangoon to pioneer every 3 days. Plus the bus fare somemore. Hope can get it over and donewith it as soon as possible..

i am very frustrated.
there is a lot of things i wanna get off my chest but i cant.
i dont want ppl to pity or sympathize with me.
but its hard to breathe.
fuck it man.

had MC again today.

because of my irritating wisdom tooth.

need to remove the tooth.

damn it man.

finally went to register for btt yesterday!
had actually wanted to take the entire course of driving but then no money.
so in the end, took private.
so i hope i will pass my btt the first time.
1st April 2pm.
JIA YOU!

meanwhile, checked webmail just now and i discovered something which made me happy and sad at the same time. i was shortlisted to be in the IPBMS prog. Which is what i wanted all along. to go to monash. but then again, my dad's jobless at the moment and so where the hell am i gonna find the money? So its like an opportunity came knocking at my doorstep but yet i have to give it up.. So dearest adele, i sincerely hope that you will make it through. bring my dreams with you kay..