There was this scene:

My heart was torn into pieces. I suddenly regretted not spending more time with him. My father. I had no reason why and how it happened. The news just came, throwing the entire family into chaos. My father, the sole breadwinner was gone. Just like that. He was here yesterday and suddenly, we lost him. I cried heavily. So heavily that I forgot how much pain I was in. I just couldn’t believe it. Why was it him? Why?
And then, I saw the ceiling. Unsure of whether what happened was of reality, I thought hard. Reality came back. It was just a dream. Although it was not the real thing, it stroked me hard. I shouldn’t be taking everything for granted. This person may be here today, but anything can happen the next moment. And when it really does, there’s no point regretting. I think if I dreamt this in aussie, I would probably feel homesick.

Anyways, hospital laboratory tours had ended today. TTSH was totally TLA. Like a factory. But I think I would prefer working in KK. It was a pity I didn’t had the chance to go to the histopathology side today ):

And yesssssss! I officially start work on the 8th of march. Until I enter uni (hopefully). Hope it will be a memorable experience.

So jiayou jiayou jiayou :D

Friends have flown to monash.
Dearest saretta, kylie and adele, get adapted to life in aussie; and come back with flying colours on your exam scripts k?
See you guys 9 months from now and love you guys many many :D

LAST day of ut
LAST day of school
LAST day in RP
LAST day of poly life

Am I ready to move on?

Application to NUS/NTU done. I had always wanted to enter NUS. But now, I am unsure of my decision. I am afraid I will regret my decision. I always do. Shall put this aside till the postings are out. No point dwelling upon it anyway.

Meanwhile, my choices are just plain dumb/weird, whatever you can call it. Seriously there is so little science course which I can fill up my 5 choices. So, I just practically dumped any other choices, hoping I wouldn’t be so unlucky to land upon those choices. Here go my choices.

NUS:
1) Science (Life Sciences)
2) Pharmacy (NUS)
3) Nursing (NUS)
4) Science (Chemistry)
5) Business Administration

NTU:
1) Biological Sciences
2) Biomedical Sciences and Chinese Medicine
3) Psychology
4) Accountancy
5) Business

Good luck on my posting results then ):

On the other hand, the laboratory tour to KK hospital was fantastic. Especially the histopathology department. I actually had the chance to see a real placenta. A twin placenta in fact. The medical technologist was like explaining the different parts of the placenta and such. But the smell of the formalin and alcohol could be a little overwhelming at times. I also went to departments like the microbiology, molecular microbiology, biochemistry and haematology departments and had the chance to experiment and view many different specimens. Quite excited about the remaining 2 hospital laboratory tours on the 22nd and 23rd of feb :D

Application to NUS/NTU starts today. After going for the NTU talks on Saturday, I’m unsure of my decisions. Maybe it’s because of NUS not giving us any talks about the various courses and opportunities available to us. For NTU, 4 years straight for a bachelors with honours degree regardless of academic achievements. For NUS, if I’m not wrong, 3 years for a bachelors degree. If results are outstanding then you can continue the 4th year to get an honours. How how how how how? Have a total of 5 choices but can I just fill in 1? Seriously, there’s like nothing for me to apply. Have an urge to apply today but haven gotten my transcript when I requested from OSC yet.

And yes, I am sick and tired of med tech module such that regardless of my multiple Cs I get from class; I decided to skip this last lesson. Deliberating whether to skip Thursday’s lesson. Friday’s lesson is a confirm skip cause I am going to KK hospital for the lab tour. Hopefully I can have a temp job at one of the hospitals which I will be kept busy visiting and touring throughout the whole of February.

Suddenly, I am thinking whether to continue in the field of science. Should I list down Science (Education) as one of the choices?

NUS or NTU?