A DECISION THAT MUST NOT BE REGRETTED

2 offer letters received and i have to make my decision on which one to accept. i have to weigh my pros and cons for each option and choose the best option that would benefit me (i guess).

for NUS:
can be said to be an education institution of high standard, places are limited and often very hard to get into. venue wise, quite far - near NUH. here comes the important points. i got an offer (which is my honor cause like what i have said, it is super hard to get accepted). it will benefit me cause it is a good school (thats what i think). on the other hand, since it is a good school people who get accpeted are definitely those super bright/clever kind. thus, me, yeah ME, will i be able to catch up to their paces? i am afraid my results will slip like hell and i would not be able to graduate with honors. to me, without honors, the degree is a useless thing.

okay next option.

for NTU:
standard of school not as high/good as NUS. thus its definitely easier to get accepted.venue wise, its super far (okay maybe almost the same as NUS - pioneer mrt there). on the other hand, from what i heard from the NTU talk previously, its a direct honors program which meansthat i will be guaranteed a honor degree. BUT, the science prospect here isnt as good as compared to NUS. the science programs here are so pathetic - only 1 science program, biological sciences. however, i might be able to produce good results here rather than in NUS cause basically i am used to neighbourhood school/lousy schools as what people always say/condemn. therefore in these low standards school my results are normally above average. so, if i enter NUS, a so called high class school, my above average results might seem to be average/below average kind of thing.

so, what should i do? this decision that i make may affect my future path/life. already, because my financial difficulties, i had to give up my dream of being a doctor. i dont want the same kind of situation happening to me again.

so, the main question is: SHOULD I ACCEPT THE CHALLENGE OR GO WITH THE FLOW?

THE SUPERMODEL FEEL

Graduation robe settled.
Invitation cards settled.
Heels settled.
Photoshoot settled.

What's left is my SALARY which is taking forever to be processed, more footwear cause my shoes always get soaked when it rains, more clothes including one for the graduation ceremony and a wallet cause mine is gonna burst out soon.

Anyways, photoshoot tday was quite fun. The only thing that was a little of a surprise was that I was required to write an essay abt myself which might get publicized (I don't know when and where) for I wasn't prepared for it. Mind blocked and I had to think hard before the words could flow through. Hope I did a great job and hope the photos come out nicee! Shall see when I obtain the soft copy :D