Thursday, 2 April 2009

YEA!
I PASSED MY BTT!
Now, i can finally learn driving. but might delay it first due to some matters. haix.
Anyways, im in a delimma now. just had a job - $4/hr. but then i feel that its too little. and need to work 4 days a week. need to chiong after sch to go to orchard. how???? but then macs pay so small. but i am afriad i will not be able to cope with macs, tuition, coffee bean and sch. still have fyp some more. HOW? Should i reject? shit man. sort of regretting telling the manager ok. die. reject or not to reject? My parents asked me to reject and to call agency.... LOSTTT....

Wednesday, 1 April 2009

4 hours and 15 minutes to my BTT
JIAYOU!

Monday, 30 March 2009

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY
LIM SHU QIN SHARON (:

Monday, 23 March 2009

today was damn suay man. kena stalked by one loony guy. damn scared out of my wits man. it all started when i was walking towards AMK interchange to take bus home. then there was this loony guy whose short was damn short; he was carrying so many plastic bag full of things and was laughing and giggling to himself like ah siao. he even speaked to other other random people who all ignored him. THEN, he stared at me. i glanced at him once and looked away immediately. Luckily i was listening to my mp3 with my earplugs on my ears. if not he would come and speak to me. I went into the queue for my bus number. Then he walked towards me. WTH. in and out he walked and then he walked away to continue his whatever business he was doing just now. Phew. I thought that was the end. Then, my bus came. he went up the bus too. i walked past him and sat down in one corner. THEN HE CAME OVER AND SAID " I WANT TO SIT WITH YOU" AND HE SAT DOWN RIGHT BESIDE ME. He sat damn close to me lah. I felt like slapping his face and scold him all kinds of words. F. Nevermind. I ignored him and continued listening to my music. He started laughing and giggling to himself. Then, he started eating on the bus with some weird combination of food (raw cabbage, ham - i dont know cooked or uncooked; and otah). THEN SUDDENLY HIS FACE CAME SUPER DUPER CLOSE TO ME; HIS MOUTH MAKING ALL KIND OF SHAPE - THOSE KIND OF KISSING SHIT. WTF. I really felt giving him one tight slap and alight there and then. But i was too scared to make any move; even to come out of that damn seat. All i could do is to pray that the bus will quickly come to my bus stop. Time passed like snail and finally, the bus was reaching my bus stop. At that point of time, i thought to myself - if he followed me home, i am gonna call the police. Then, i said a loud EXCUSE ME and got out of the seat; i did not bother slowly make my way out. i just stepped his toes and whatever shit and push my way through him very rudely. He continued looking at me and laughing and shit. the moment the bus came to a stop, i scurried my way home, looking behind occasionally to check if he followed me home. Overall, damn pissed off man.

anyways, good luck to my mouth - need to go national dental centre tomorrow ):

Sunday, 22 March 2009

Finally i am able to see my class allocation
RP damn idiot lah
Everyday have to change class
Wth
Day 4 - histopathology and cytology (E65N-C)
Day 2 - medical microbiology (E66B-C)
Day 3 - genomics (E66G-C)
Day 1 - laboratory management (E65A-C)
Shit them

Tuesday, 17 March 2009

Almost "vomitted blood" yesterday while tutoring. My student's results are so disastrous to the extent i feel like knocking my head on the wall. All single digit somemore. I really pity her sometimes. Both her parents cant read and write and therefore she has no one to depend on when she has homework. And so, tutoring her is no easy task too. I have to sit beside her all the time and explain every single question to her. Imagine that man. Really hope with me tutoring her, her results can improve before next year's PSLE.

Anyways, FYP has been a chiong-ing thing since the holidays. We have to return to NTU every 3 days to stop the process and begin a new one. Overall quite tiring to travel from serangoon to pioneer every 3 days. Plus the bus fare somemore. Hope can get it over and donewith it as soon as possible..

i am very frustrated.
there is a lot of things i wanna get off my chest but i cant.
i dont want ppl to pity or sympathize with me.
but its hard to breathe.
fuck it man.

Saturday, 14 March 2009

had MC again today.
because of my irritating wisdom tooth.
need to remove the tooth.
damn it man.
 

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