i'm getting more and more emotional these days.

my tears would fall for no apparent reason.

my heart woul feel heavy all of a sudden.

am i tired of life and its obstacles?

i always tell myself i can do it.

these obstacles allow me to grow up and be more mature.

but i'm getting tired.

M-O-N-E-Y --> the root of all evil?

maybe for me.

i can't balance work and school much longer.

3 jobs + school --> no life?

i dont know.

NUS medical school?

fat hope.

SGS SPEECH DAY 2009 CUM 50TH ANNIVERSARY

Went back to SGS yesterday for the annual speech day. It has been 1 year plus since i went back to my secondary school. And the reason i went back because my sister was to receive an award for being the 2nd in 2008 "N" level exams. Yeah. Hais. Amost everything looked different, including the teachers. Was only able to catch up with ms sim (3E4/4E4 Eng t'cher) and ms joseph (3E4/4E4 Form & Maths t'cher). Didnt manage to see ms mok though ): Anyways, they both said i am unrecognizable and "grew" taller. Haha. They didnt see the heels i was wearing. Haha. The first sentence ms joseph said to me was: You're finally here. Yeah, i finally went back to SGS cause this year's speech dy fell on my holidays. She even said that being unrecognizable to her was a good thing. LOL. And she hoped that the next time i return, i will looked different again. Hmm..

And yeah, these are the pictures taken during the parade. They are quite small cause they were taken by my handphone. Not digital camera (:

This is my sister receiving the award. the white uniform. haha.

THE END (:(:

WARNING: NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED.

Yeah. thats my damn wisdom tooth. haha. finally, my pain has disappeared. i have already taken 2 of my wisdom tooth out. left the 2 upper ones to take out. damn. why must i have wisdom tooth. The first time was damn terrible. cause my gums have infection thus didnt want to absorb the numb medication. in the end, had to inject 4 cartridges of medication. then the doc started plying my tooth out. since the gums didnt want to absorb, i can feel the pain. wth. damn pain.my gums were not numb at all. but the doc had no choice. he cant give me a lot of medication - side effects. anyways, the second time was better. 2 cartridges of numb medication and i didnt feel any pain. finally, the ordeal is over (:

OK.

I AM GONNA REJECT THE COFFEE BEAN.

AND BE LOYAL TO MAC.

LOL.

so, 放心吧, boon sen (:

YEA!

I PASSED MY BTT!

Now, i can finally learn driving. but might delay it first due to some matters. haix.

Anyways, im in a delimma now. just had a job - $4/hr. but then i feel that its too little. and need to work 4 days a week. need to chiong after sch to go to orchard. how???? but then macs pay so small. but i am afriad i will not be able to cope with macs, tuition, coffee bean and sch. still have fyp some more. HOW? Should i reject? shit man. sort of regretting telling the manager ok. die. reject or not to reject? My parents asked me to reject and to call agency.... LOSTTT....

4 hours and 15 minutes to my BTT

JIAYOU!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY

LIM SHU QIN SHARON (: