Not free.You will always say these 2 words whenever i organise an outing.No matter is it i inform you in advance or not.Its the same 2 words.Even if it is in advance,you will cancel it the last minute.Last 2 weeks its like this,last week its like this,this week its again like this.How much more am i to tolerate?I am beginning to suspect if this is just to 打发我.So i have decided not to organise any more outings nor ask any one of you out again.When you all have decided that you are free enough to give me a call,then i shall see how it goes.Its that simple.Happy?I am not so dumb to waste my messages when all i get is a no.not free.I am sick and tired of all this nonsense.

anyways,i have been so stressed up with schoolwork and attending some dumb talks till i have no time to blog.School is getting tougher and tougher.The problem statements are becoming aliens to me i swear.And tests are coming to me like a tsunami.seriously.there is tests every 2 days and i swear i am gonna break down sooner or later.My UT results sucks like hell.okay.not that serious.At least i improved on my enterprise okay.Science is getting worse and worse and its putting a strain on my brain.Every monday my brain will be super cramped cause i have to do every single thing by myself.My team mates,i am speechless about them.come on lah.i only have a pair of hands and eyes.I cant possibly do everything by myself right?Can you all at least help me with one tiny bitsy bit?

Guess what my sis told me to do."Jie,Pon school on mon lah.we go see Harry Potter."LOL.okays.i am a very good girl.i cant possibly leave my teammates in the lurch right.They cant do it on their own.they know nothing about science.i need to help them.so i cant pon.Great.so when am i gonna watch Harry Potter?My dumbass frens have all kind of excuses to watch with me.Fuck.sorry.i need to relieve stress.

sharon sister.you are gonna watch with me this saturday again.OKAYS?