A DECISION THAT MUST NOT BE REGRETTED

2 offer letters received and i have to make my decision on which one to accept. i have to weigh my pros and cons for each option and choose the best option that would benefit me (i guess).

for NUS:
can be said to be an education institution of high standard, places are limited and often very hard to get into. venue wise, quite far - near NUH. here comes the important points. i got an offer (which is my honor cause like what i have said, it is super hard to get accepted). it will benefit me cause it is a good school (thats what i think). on the other hand, since it is a good school people who get accpeted are definitely those super bright/clever kind. thus, me, yeah ME, will i be able to catch up to their paces? i am afraid my results will slip like hell and i would not be able to graduate with honors. to me, without honors, the degree is a useless thing.

okay next option.

for NTU:
standard of school not as high/good as NUS. thus its definitely easier to get accepted.venue wise, its super far (okay maybe almost the same as NUS - pioneer mrt there). on the other hand, from what i heard from the NTU talk previously, its a direct honors program which meansthat i will be guaranteed a honor degree. BUT, the science prospect here isnt as good as compared to NUS. the science programs here are so pathetic - only 1 science program, biological sciences. however, i might be able to produce good results here rather than in NUS cause basically i am used to neighbourhood school/lousy schools as what people always say/condemn. therefore in these low standards school my results are normally above average. so, if i enter NUS, a so called high class school, my above average results might seem to be average/below average kind of thing.

so, what should i do? this decision that i make may affect my future path/life. already, because my financial difficulties, i had to give up my dream of being a doctor. i dont want the same kind of situation happening to me again.

so, the main question is: SHOULD I ACCEPT THE CHALLENGE OR GO WITH THE FLOW?