Saturday, 30 January 2010

Suddenly I realised that I have so many "last" in 2010.

Last day of work tmr.
Last 6 days to end of year 3 lessons.
Last 11 days to end of year 3 uts and poly life.
Last 15 days before my friends fly off to monash.

And its back to new beginnings for everyone...

Monday, 18 January 2010

My Quote For The Day:

Life's like this.
You can never be content with what you have.
But due to certain circumstances, even if you are not content, you have to be.


I sort of got things a little sorted out after a long chat with tard over msn.
We poured our so-called sorrows to one another and it just felt great letting my steam out.
Although it was just a random chat, heartfelt words were exchanged with each other and these made my heart feel warm.
Didn’t realised I have such a great friend to drown my sorrows in.
Feel sad thou cause you are leaving in less than 1 month's time.
Unsure if I am able to send you off that day but rest assured we will continue to keep in touch and last but not least, bon voyage (too early to say I think?)

Anyways, went for the dbms graduate networking session with mich and ili after lessons.
Met fg and ben.
Heard from fg about the usual stuffs again.
Seriously, there is no point in appealing.
It’s not gonna change anything.
I have tried appealing last semester with a longggg essay and it didn’t work at all.
Just take it as a lesson learnt for now you knew how I felt when I was in your shoes.

This aside, fg told me to get testimonial for application to uni.
The only person I could think of was ML.
She left the deepest impression in me and i really enjoyed her lessons.
Hope she will be able to help me with the testimonial.

Just some random stuffs again.
If i really get accepted into NTU, that is IF, i think i should accept?
Rather study there than having no uni to go to?
God, pls NUS give me some tint of hope will you?
I am just 0.05 points away from your doors.
That aside, if i do get the ICA temp job, i can just quit my tutoring job. its damn tiring

OK. Enough said for the day.
Good night and sweet dreams (I wish)

Thursday, 7 January 2010

Everyone has their future route planned out for them. Some are pursuing their degrees in monash, some in local uni, some going out to work, some entering NS. What about me? My road in front seems so dark and blurred... I used to have ambitions throughout my growing years. Different ones though...

My ambitions:
1. Teacher (during my primary school days). However, my views changed after I saw how students treat their teachers
2. Veterinarian (during secondary school days). However, my hope dashed the moment I lost the chance to study veterinary technology in TP
3. Doctor (poly life). Again, my hope dashed the moment I dropped out of IPBMS due to financial difficulties

Now, 1 month plus to graduation, I am faced with similar difficulties. Unsure of which route to take; some route closed for me...

Routes for me:
1. Going to monash to get my bachaloer degree and then become a doctor (Yep, dashed. Read the above)
2. Going to local uni (NUS to study science/medicine --> possible? Maybe not) (NTU? Not preferred choice)
3. Private uni (money money money)
4. Going out to work (as med tech? Unsure)

Great. One more month to ponder about. Or else I can just go and die.

Wednesday, 23 December 2009

PICTURES FROM E56B PRE-CHRISTMAS DINNER 2009

Tuesday, 22 December 2009

pre-christmas dinner yesterday at bakerzin and then drinking at indochine (:
sumptous food/cakes and awesome mixture of drinks (chivas/beer/mojito)
wonderful pressies!
thank you ppl for them!
i love them very much!
pictures up sooooonnnn (:(:
* just cant seem to sleep last night. staring at the television till 2 plus like a zombie. zzz.

Monday, 14 December 2009

FYP'S OVER!!!
2 UTS OVER!!!
HOLS ARE HERE!!!

Finally i can take a breather from school stuffs.
Overall, i think G302 was better than G301, in terms of my performance on evaluation day.
At least i "bom" whatever i thought of and shoot it out.
I hope my grades will reflect it.
If not, i can just kill myself.

On a sidenote, presents are all ready for pre-christmas dinner on the 21st with ex-E56Bians and sorry peeps, this year's pressies may not be as good as last year due to finiancial constraits but i promise i have done my best (:

And finally i handed the resignation letter to XXX.
Was prepared for scolding like what my sis got from him.
But he had nothing to say because of what i told him.
Too bad but i have no choice or else you wont let me go.
Time to find new jobs.
Anyone wants me?

AND FINALLY PICTURES TIME !

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

My lappy has officially declared war on me and now its in the ICU recuperating.
And because of this, I had to wake up super early in the morning just to chiong to RP to borrow lappy for tmr's lesson.
By 0830 yesterday, all the lappys were loaned out and none for me duh.
Thus, i chiong like hell today and reached there at 0730, waiting for the damn place to open up.
Hope my lappy's gonna be all right or I can just die because:
1) all my stuffs (6P, FYP) is in the harddisk and i cant assess them till i get my lappy back
2) i cant keep my stuff in the loaned laptop cause its not mine like duh
3) i need to revise my fyp stuffs cause evaluation is like 1 week more
4) MOST IMPORTANTLY, MY UT!
i pray i pray i pray
 

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