哭过就好了

哭过就好了。thats what i told myself. seriously, i am tired of all these. yes, i am tired of all the fake faces and laughters i portray myself to be. i may seem happy on the surface, there is actually something going on deep inside of me. whats the use of telling people whats the problem? its as if they are able to offer me any help. i dont want all those "oh, i am so sorry to hear about this." or "if you need any help dont hesitate to look for me." kind of thing. do you really think you can help? you are not me. you wont know how it feels when faced with such a situation. i wished i had someone to lean on. anyone will do. but no. i am all alone facing it by myself. just a friendly hug will do.

p.s i miss you snowy. if you were here now, you would laze around in my bed and i would just cuddle you and fall asleep; and everything would be okay...