Friday, 28 September 2007

culture sucks big time!!!!!!!!!!!
first say i dont understand the problem statement.Then say i dont know how to answer her questions.Then she gave me a C grade for the it last week.This week,i tried my very very best to live up to her standards because i dont want another C.Here's what she wrote in my comments:

Perhaps you misunderstand a little the concept of influence. When you went over the worksheet questions, a few different answers might have been aired. However, during the presentation, you might have only applied one or two of these answers. Why these particular answers? What factors did these answers have on their side that influenced you to choose them? Likewise for your resources; why would you choose to use Resource A and not Resource B?More effort in your self evaluation please.B-

i mean,like what the fuck lah.Sorry but i have to use it because i am in a very badd mood.I need to vent my anger.Fuck!So the conclusion is,I HATE CULTURE!I am so not coming for the last 2 lessons for culture.I dread it like hell.

i think i am more suited in burying my head in books and notes.I would rather sit for exams than to go through this torture every day.Who else can i blame?Who asked me to be too confidence in getting the veterinary tech thingy and anyhow put the 11 choices?Even when i went to TP to appeal,i could have change to biomedical science in TP but stupid me thought it was too ma fan.And now here i am grumbling about it.

There's the satisfaction of getting good grades when you put in effort to study for exams but here,they dont see your efforts.You must know how to speak in front of the class with those chimmy thingys.What the hell!!!!!No wonder peggy was super angry yesterday.Now i have had a taste in it too.I just feel like screaming at the top of my voice to relieve stress.LOL.Did i mention stress?Am i stressed?I dont care.

Saturday, 22 September 2007

PAY DAY!!!
Finally i have gotten my pay!Whooo!But the sickening terence made us wait like hell okay.Anyways,who cares?As long as i get my pay (:
Meanwhile,i think there's something really wrong with W24L.First the projector blew up.We had to shift class.Then the cable wire kind of dissapeared.Shifted class again.Then on friday,we found out that it was a prank played on us.What the hell man.Made us to shift class every morning for the entire week.That's one thing.The other one is the people in my class are getting lesser and lesser by the day.1st day of lesson 24 people,2nd day 18,3rd day 17,4th day,17,5th day 16.Omg.What is happening.And thus,we are ending lessons earlier and earlier.LOL.And...my class is super duper ultra quiet.Not the normal quiet.It's as if we are in some speechless place where no one speaks.
And my grades suck like hell.HELL.I got a C for culture.What the hell man.Say i dont understand the thingy.Pls lah.The topic on superstition is so so so broad lah.How am i supposed to cover every single thing?And her questions are all so chim and she say i dont know how to answer.WTH!!!
Arghhhh...how am i gonna survive this semester man...
I think i will have to visit the clinic soon.I skipped like 2 lunches because i had to complete the ppt.And as a result,i didnt eat the entire day till late dinner.So?My gastric returned.And my tummy hurts so much..
Anyways,how am i gonna spend my money?I need a bigger bag where i can stuff all my things including my irritating laptop.I want to buy the secret vcd too.I need to colour my hair.I want to perm my hair.And more clothes.I think that's it for now (:
COUNTDOWN TO 15 OCT:22 DAYS (:

Monday, 17 September 2007

okays.Just finished my stupid rj which i wrote like only 3 sentences?And the faci truly sucks.She is so biased can??Every single group came out with the same formula and there she is bombing my group.I mean what the hell man.And she bomb us like hell okay.Until I got nothing to say.Shoot us with some stupid question like Are you sure the formula can be used for the UT?What the hell.Please lah.How i know man?And say "oh,i think you have misread the entire thing... bla bla bla..."

And that whatever terence is sickening.Had to wait for him at Jurong East till 6 to pass him the card.Damn it.And i think my class is no fun.There is even a gal who seems to be kind of a gangster?LOL.So many smokers in my class.Die.Have to stick with them till like next year.W46B is still better of course (:Arghh..Cognitive tmr.How am i gonna survive the rest of this year?
开学了!Nah.nothing to boast about.Same old procedure.Introducing yourself and listening to all kinds of rules.The faci is damn strict.OMG.What can i say?First thing in the morning and here i am learning about the stupid computing and maths thingy.Then the projector is spoilt.So have to change classroom.LOL.It will be worse later cause i still have to chiong to teckwah to return the damn card or else i wont get my pay.sian lah.

anyways,went to KBOX to celebrate XT birthday.Whao.They can sing.Of course me too lah.whaa.不要脸.哈哈.Okays.We sang from afternoon to evening.Till no strength to sing.haha.And i almost got lost while going to the toilet.Cause it is like a huge maze with so many doors.haha.I was not the only one who got lost anyway.HAHA.went to buy my beloved jeans finally on Sat.whaa.I spent so much already lah.Now my entire 家产is left with only 14 bucks.Can declare bankruptcy le.

oh ya.I need to make an announcement.MY SISTER IS DECLARED AN INSANE PERSON!Why do i say that.Cause she is studying 24 hours a day.and 7 days a week.crazy isnt she?Burying her head in books,even digging for my books when she cant use it.Haha.All she can think of is study study study.Like what the hell.i didnt study like her and yet i dun get disastrous results.She got so many A lah.i got like only 2 A can?

back to studies (:

Thursday, 13 September 2007

事情已经过去了.所以请你们不要再谈这件事可以吗?我已经真的没有怪你们了.不要再吵下去了.这样对谁也没有好处对吗?PEACE :)
i shall not elaborate on the chalet thingy or else ppl will misunderstand me.Okay.i am sure you all dun know what am i talking about.Its better you all dun.All i can say is that everything is over..
FAR AWAY
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know
[CHORUS]So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Wednesday, 12 September 2007

i am seriously in a very bad mood today and i need to vent my anger by blogging.

why are most people fickle-minded?They say one thing and do another.First even during school semester end,they said they will be coming for the chalet.And they will even be tonning.Whao.Sounds great huh?Then a few days from the chalet,They said the exact same thing,except that they dun want to ton.Okay.That's fine.At least they are making an effort to come.Then yesterday morning during my conversation with yiing,nothing changed.Then in the afternoon when pegg joined in the conversation,they said they dun feel like going,wasting taxi fare and whatsoever.I talk till my salivia wann dry oso no use.I ask them to decide and tell me later in the night.Then in the night,pegg msg me saying they confirm not going,cos waste taxi fare all that.

Saying all these,i am really pissed off.Tell me.All the chalets are so far.Is there a chalet in bukit panjang?At Bedok?At Jurong?At Serangoon?No!So?People still go for chalets right?The chalets didnt close down right?Whats worse is that this is really the last gathering for W46B.We start school on monday with totally different classes.I really dun want to waste the efforts of angel and cliston they all.They took trouble to plan this and ppl is giving this attitude.

So in conclusion,i am going without them.Like what sham said.they are they,you are you.You cant force them if they dun want.So i am going for the last gathering of W46B today cos i noe there will be memories worth keeping in my heart.Why should i not go just because of them?这样会对不起我的良心.毕竟他们都用心良苦.

ahh,i feel slightly better after pouring out all i want to say.The only thing is that while writing all this,i truly feel the pain such that i feel like bursting into tears.But i shall control cos its not worth crying over such things.I shall be fine soon after calming my nerves :)

Saturday, 8 September 2007

answer the following questions :
1. The person who tag you is? Dearest Izzati!
2. Your relationship with him/her is? Ermm my dearest clique member :)
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her? Strong,cheery,lovable,easy-going,cute? haha :)
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? kind of "celebrated" my birthday last year together with hers [:
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you? I love you (:
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will? hmm,i am not that type you know..
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? Nothing, cos it definitely will never happen.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? TRAFFICLIGHTS becoming enemies? everyone will die :D
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? There is no reason cos TRAFFICLIGHTS can never break down (:
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? Uhhh.. i am not quite sure cos my brain is totally drained out
11.Your overall impression of him/her is? Grrreat person to be with [:
12.How you think people around you will feel about you? Quiet? Most of them say so.haha
13.The character you love of yourself are? That i will never betray my friends.Not even one.So dun betray me :]
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are? I'm quite hot-tempered.LOL
15.The most ideal person you want to be is? Sleeping beauty for now.I need to repay me sleep debt [:
16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons:
1. Casslynn
2. Peiting
3. Ei Eng
4. Angel
5. Meiyu
6. Hong Chao
7. Husband :)
8. Puayling
9. Amelia
10. Pei Pei
17.Who is no.6 having relationship with? How would i know?
18.Is no.9 a male or female? Female.
19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Real Bad.i will be a murderer cos i will kill husband
20.How about no.8 and 5? erm.they dun even know each other
21.What is no.2 studying about? some JC stuffs for sure
22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ? few hours ago.haha.
23.What kind of music band does no.8 like? Erhms, i dun know.too bad.
24.Does no.1 has any siblings? Maybe?
25.Will you woo no.3 ? LOL.i am straight.
26.Is no.4 single ? Nope, he is attached.lol
27.What's the surname of no.5 ? WANG :D
28.What's the hobby of no.4 ? Playing dota?
29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well? they dun even know each other
30.Where is no.2 studying at? NYJC
31.Talk something casually about no.1 ? She is always BUSY to even meet up with me
32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8 ? Of course not.i will be murdered
33.Where does no.9 live at? Somewhere in singapore?
34.What color does no.4 like? Pink? Cos he always wear pink
35.Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? how to when they dun know each other
37.How do you get to know no.2 ? When i went to SRJC for the first 3 months
38.Does no.1 have any pets? Don't think so.
39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? OF COURSE : D She's the best person in the whole wide world.If not why would i be with her?LOL.Jokking lah :)
 

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