Wednesday, 28 May 2008

A) people who have been tagged must write their questions on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will probably cry like hell, break up with that ass hole and never wanna see that bast again.

#2 if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To go back in time can change whatever mistakes I have done (like in the Rhythm of Life)

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
in a church maybe, flowers being thrown all around, with ppl who give their blessings. in other words, romantic (:

#4 what is your dream home like?
It will be nice if my home has a small garden where I and my family can relax. even better if my home is facing the sea. haha

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
No need to skinny and handsome. As long as he loves me, I am contented (:(:

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone would be more blessed I guess cause loving someone who doesn’t love can be quite painful

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
It depends. If he’s already married, there’s no point waiting. if still single but I know he will never love me, I might as well not wait. (he’s not the only tree in the forest) haha.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Give up on him. No point telling him how you feel. As though he will give up his girlfriend and be with you. Even if he does, then he is a bast who does not deserve your love.

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? Yeah. But I shall not say anything ):
#10 what do you want most in life?
Now would be to graduate with flying colours and proceed to monash (:

#11 is being tagged fun?
It depends actually. If I am free then fun. If not, it can be quite bothersome. But I will still do it. No worries (:(: Only a matter of time

#12 how do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Whao. Maybe a veterinarian/doctor? If I can make it lar. LOL

#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
My family (:(:
#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Erm.. Sweet gal who is very straightforward with both her words and actions. Not afraid to voice out her opinions. A friend worth making (:

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. I will still be contented as long as my partner loves me (:(:

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Wake up when the alarm ringssss

#17 Would you give in a relationship?
I would have to because this is what makes the relationship last. However, the other party will have to give in too. If not, no point.

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Like who? Well, if I fall in love with 2 ppl at the same time, then I don’t think it is love. Maybe admire?

#19 what type of friends do you like?
Hmmm… most of my friends are those who do not smoke, willing to study tgt with me, share my joy and sadness etc. Haha. Even if u smoke, it’s ok. But don’t smoke in front of me. haha

#20 if you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
My pranks never succeeded? So? Hais. Hope it will succeed the next time. Right jean?

was being tagged by: Li Ping (:(:
ppl who i will tagg:
1) Amirah
2) Izzati
3) Jean
4) Sharon
5) Alicia
6) Michelle
7) Adele
8) Rachael

Monday, 26 May 2008

EDITED VERSION
My schedule's up! So when will i be free?
4th june
5th june'
6th june
9th june
apart from these dates, i need to pull out 3 dates from here to do my project. So hurry and book the dates (:

argh. i so want to go hom.my sucky throat came back again.Hurts like hell.Shit. And i m gonna eat Macs later. Wth. Chemistry is soooo boring til the extent i want to sleep. Can i dont go school tomorrow? No i cant. I have got UT tomorrow. Shit.

Thursday, 22 May 2008

Didnt feel like gg to school yesterday. But i still dragged myself to school. For the sake of UT which is next tuesday. Why? I studied rDNA and Applied Chem on tues with HL, R and M. HL left halfway through while the rest of us continued till 8 plus. By the time i reached home, i was half dead and it was damn late. Skipped dinner as a result. Hais.

Hais. Another boring lesson today with microbiology. Lab session was boring too. So sleepy. Plus everything went wrong with the lab session. But not our fault. The TSO fault. Microscope no "eyes",no power cable, not enough distilled water etc. Disastrous day man. OMG. And again, we had last break and i have UT later on. Hmm. I think i might be able to do well i suppose? After all the studying yeah. If not, i shall go and kill myself.

I think i m gonna get a sore throat. Arggh. I hate that feeling. My throat's pain when i swallow. Shit. Helllppp... I am falling asleep listening to my peers' ppt. Sooooo Sllleeeeppppyyyyy..... Not enough sleep i guess. LISTEN TO THE PPT STACY!!!!

PS: LP, i will do the thing when i m free k? No mood and time to do now. Haha (:

Tuesday, 13 May 2008

Had lab session for microbiology today (: Took water sample from the small pond at school to test for microbial. Haha. See whether the water is contaminated.LOL.So whats the result? This is the negative control (distilled water). It was supposed to have nothing growing on it. But then... haha. they are probably from our body surface.
And this is the positive control (undiluted water sample). LOL. the colonies so CUTE.Like 2 eyes. Only missing the smiley face.

Anyways, lab session was super short today and our break was super duper long. From 10+ to 2 pm. Imagine that. Wow. So finally i could watch my drama.LOL.

And and... my ut results for chem is out.OMG.Unexpected results.Gampete (:(: Ut for anatomy was not too bad. Actually thot that it will be super tough. But hmm.. lets see how.

And i think i sprained my ankle.Twisted it just now and when i walk, its pretty painful.WTH. It has been so long since i sprained it and it is always the same ankle.Hais.Hope the pain miraclely dissapears tmr (:

MCB tomorrow! YEAH! I LOVE IT!!



Monday, 12 May 2008

Saturday:
as usual worked till evening and we still didnt talked to each other. LOL. And i saw someone which i didnt want that person to see me. But he still saw me. Hah. Its not a secret anymore. LOL. Dumbass sis finished work super early and i made her wait for me to end mine at home. Then when i finally ended work, flew home at the fastest speed, bathe, changed and sped off to tampines mall. In the evening that it. LOL.Sis and mum went wallet shoppin whereas me and dadd went handphone shopping. Haha. Finally i have a new phone. Yayness (: Sony Ericsson some more. YAYNESS (: my favourite. Loud songs and such. And guess what. When my new phone rang, i got frightened by the tone. Lol. Too loud. guess i m still not used to havin sony ericsson phone.
Sunday:
supposed to work OT but i bargained with the manager to let me off. Haha. And the method was to pester and pester and pester till she said: ok lah ok lah.go go go. lol. Then slacked with colleagues till 5 plus. and again, dumbass sis finish work super early again. And we talked one sentence. "need to down more fillet?". yeah. thats all. LOL.
Today:
stupid anatomy again. and I dun understand a shit of it. DIE. Plus theres a UT tmr for anatomy. i am so gonna flunk it man. Argh. and nothing is gg into my head at this moment. i m trying.
epithelial tissue, connective tissue,muzzle tissue (my faci pronunced it this way.haha), nervous tissue,bones, contraction of muzzle,spinal cord and the list goes down... KILL ME PLS):

Thursday, 8 May 2008

hais. so many people didnt come school today. despite that, we ended class LATE. Nine's birthday is coming and we haven gotten anything for her yet. Mmmm. soon to come. haha. shant say here. who knows she might read it. haha.

mothers' day is on sunday and i am supposed to bring mum shopping with sis and pay for her hair saloon thingy.BUT THE SAD THING IS I AM WORKING. my luckly sis has only 4 hrs and me? SIGH. i have no time to bring her to the saloon. i wanna do my hair too. have to wait for hols. feel like cutting my hair but it will be a waste cause i spent 100 bucks to curl it and if i cut it,my heart will split. never mind. shall wait till it straighten which will be super long.

anyways, didnt know that i was a popular choice in MCB class. LOL. popular choice meaning that most people want to team up with me. LOL. i also dont know why. first time i have heard of it if not for my faci who told me this. Mmm.okay.fine.Stress.

recently watch a youtube video which my faci showed.the teacher in that video was damn effing rude.sorry. i just had to say this.even if you are a teacher, you have no effing right to scold your students fucking rat blah blah blah.where's your manners?Whats worse is you tore up his work which he painstraking did.Use your brain lah.He's a china student and General Paper is so effing difficult and i know it is cause i took GP before and i failed like hell.Whats more he is a china student.You have to give him time to figure out things and not critisise him till the extent of using the f word.How will u feel if i scold u these?u are not fit to be a teacher.its unfair that they didnt fire u.

THE ABOVE PARAGRAPH IS SOLELY MY OPINION. NO OFFENCE. IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN, DONT READ IT.

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

work last week was so bad for me. till the extent i fought with my colleague. well you cant actually blame me cos i was pmsing that day due to you know what. Plus he was really irritating and i was already beong pissed off by some rude customers. I just shouted at him till everyone was looking at me including customers and manager. fine. then we didnt speak a word to each other till now. and i kinda dont feel like gg to work cos i cant stand not talking to colleague but i dont wanna be the one to start talking first. cos its really not my fault. if he sees this which i doubt he will, i was really damn moody that day. i was not like this. so yeah. i wont chase u awayif u speak to me.that is if u speak to me. if u dont want to then fine. i am okay with. anyways i wont be staying in this job for long. i wanna fly to aussie.

well anyways, took 161 with rach yesterday. i didnt take bus like since duno when. and i have a sudden urge to take bus home everyday now. haha.

and today sch was super quiet. more quiet than the usual wednesday. its like the entire sch belong to us. and the guys in my class are damn noisy. you can hear their voices miles away. especially ben. haha. had MCB. no need ppt. haha. like drawing class. you will only need to draw the DNA replication process. haha. this is what i learnt:

1) Helicase separate the double stranded DNA at the replication fork by breaking the hydrogen bonds
2) Single strand binding proteins (SSBP) will then bind loosely to the DNA single strand to prevent the DNA from annealing back again
3) They will be displaced when DNA polymerase starts to begin synthesizing new DNA strands
4) Primase will synthesize a short RNA primer to help start process of DNA replication
5) It is needed because DNA polymerase can only extend DNA nucleic acid chain but cannot start one on its own.
6) Polymerase will start to synthesize new DNA strands
7) Sliding clamp will hold polymerase to DNA strand during replication
8) One strand is synthesized continuously (leading strand- towards replication fork) whereas the other one is synthesized discontinuously (lagging strand-away from replication fork) because the polymerase will bump into the primer from previously sequenced portion of DNA strand.
9) Therefore, it has to move further upstream to begin sequencing from another RNA primer
10) RNase H recognizes the primers and degrades them by hydrolyzing phosphodiester bonds
11) Gaps are filled in by polymerase
12) DNA ligase joins the 3’ of Okazaki fragment to 5’phosphate group of DNA strand

dont understand? thats practically what i am learning everyday. soon i will be speaking in scientific terms to frens. haha. and thats the point where i have gone bonkers. All the modules are fine but ANATOMY is hell for me. I dont understand a single thing since lesson 1. i dont know how to survive my ut next week. and is national athem singing time during the lesson. cos the faci will read thru her slides like a machine without explaining in details plus her accent is OMG. just hope i can survive her 16 weeks lessons. and read the 80 bucks bible like hell to score. haha (:
 

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