finally went to register for btt yesterday!
had actually wanted to take the entire course of driving but then no money.
so in the end, took private.
so i hope i will pass my btt the first time.
1st April 2pm.
JIA YOU!

meanwhile, checked webmail just now and i discovered something which made me happy and sad at the same time. i was shortlisted to be in the IPBMS prog. Which is what i wanted all along. to go to monash. but then again, my dad's jobless at the moment and so where the hell am i gonna find the money? So its like an opportunity came knocking at my doorstep but yet i have to give it up.. So dearest adele, i sincerely hope that you will make it through. bring my dreams with you kay..

Results are OUT!
Oh My Tian!
Like finally i reached my dream GPA grade this sem.

And it was the best results since YEAR 1.
But it wasnt enough to shift my overall GPA to my desired grade.
Overall, i improved by 0.2 marks for this sem and 0.1 marks for my overall grade.
That marks the END of YEAR 2 and the beginning of YEAR 3.
Now i must CHIONG for YEAR 3 and try to shift it upper.
JIA YOU!

Anyways, have been spending A LOT.
Combining how much i have spent for SAT and SUN,I have spent a total of 100 bucks.
Omg. I just spent my salary away. Haiyoo.
Luckily i have 2 jobs now.
If not, DIE..

yes. my sore throat and blocked nose came back yesterday.
anyways, i am gonna be very busy for the week ahead because:
tuesday - ntu for fyp
wednesday - ntu for fyp (shld be)
thursday - ntu for fyp (shld be)
friday - ntu for fyp (shld be)
sat and sun - work
feel like dying liao. my voice. haiyoo.

meanwhile, like finally i bought the twilight books.
using my kinokuniya voucher.
i was the only one carrying a basket with ten books at the counter there.
spent a total of 143.87 dollars.
great. i can rot my hols by reading all the books i have bought.
now, i need to get eclipse and breaking dawn.

had first FYP meeting at NTU today. Everything was quite chim. Including the machineries we are gonna use. Lots of unfamiliar info being thrown to us and we have only a few days to get our literature review ready. See the info till my eyes wanna close. still haven write the info ion the log book. And i have 3 pages long of notes to copy into. Thurs and Fri need to have meeting again. Hais. God bless.

i am feeling very terrible since Wednesday evening..
my fever comes and goes like nobody's business,
my wisdom tooth just likes to play a fool with me,
my nose is in a state of disaster, running tap for a while and then blocked for a while.
i am starting to cough too.
how disastrous can it be?
i think i need an MC.

sometimes, i wonder why can god be so unfair at times? Why do some people simply enjoy their life without having to bother about how much they spend and waste; while others have to scrimp and save like beggars? and yes, i am the latter one. i am not lying. yesterday when my sis showed me the financial assisstance form which dad filled in, i felt so sad. total income earned for the household = $0. i just hope i can help my dad..

dear god, please listen to my pleas. My dad is the solebread winner in the entire household. Pls do whatever you can to help him. I will be grateful for your help..

the recession has hit very hard on my family

yesterday, the bad news came

my father was retrenched

damn that company for retrenching my father

he has to support a family of 5

and now, wtf

i need to resign and get a higher paid job(s)

ASAP

i am damn pissed off right now

F**K

Having genetics ut later at 415pm and here i am trying to study as much as i can. And yea. I repeated my stunt of skipping the last 2 weeks. But still have to come back for ut later and monday. But i dont feel like studying. I wanna give up for no reason. I have this thinking that no matter how high my GPA may be this sem, i will not get 4.0 for overall too. Hais.. Went for Hep B vaccination on wed. I am the suay one with no antibodies against Hep B. This means that i will have to complete the full course of vaccination (total 3 jabs + 1 booster). This takes 6 months. Die. The new term starts on April and this means that i will 99.9% be barred from lab. Unless the school allows me to resume lab activities while on the course of treatment ): And i have a date on valentine's day, with the second dose of vaccination. Haha. Which also falls on a sat. Which means i have to apply leave again. And i cant do transition the next day cause my arm swell the next day. Hais..

Anyways, will start tutoring next wed. And yes, more money for me. I think i need to get my hair re-dyed. I sort of regretted giving my aunt to do it for me. Argh. Stupid hair. I have been thinking whether or not to quit working there. Ok. Actually, i want to quit. But i know this aint any easy task. They confirm wont let me go. Haha. I shld have had bad attitude like someone so that if i wanna quit, they will let me go. How shld i go about it? I will get very busy once the FYP allocation is out. Definitely i need my weekends for the proj cause Adele and FG both in IPBMS means wed is out of the question. I have also got a better offer with $6.50 an hr. Omg. How? Ok. I need to get it over and done with asap..