i am feeling very terrible since Wednesday evening..
my fever comes and goes like nobody's business,
my wisdom tooth just likes to play a fool with me,
my nose is in a state of disaster, running tap for a while and then blocked for a while.
i am starting to cough too.
how disastrous can it be?
i think i need an MC.

sometimes, i wonder why can god be so unfair at times? Why do some people simply enjoy their life without having to bother about how much they spend and waste; while others have to scrimp and save like beggars? and yes, i am the latter one. i am not lying. yesterday when my sis showed me the financial assisstance form which dad filled in, i felt so sad. total income earned for the household = $0. i just hope i can help my dad..

dear god, please listen to my pleas. My dad is the solebread winner in the entire household. Pls do whatever you can to help him. I will be grateful for your help..