what if i didnt make that choice back then?
what if i stick to what i wanted?
what if i perservered long enough?
what if it could be reached?
what if i would be happier now?

BUT what if i did make that choice?

would i regret it later on?
would i feel what i am feeling right now?
would i feel happier?

i am tired of everything around me
tired of having to do so much things
tired of having to think of the future
and at the same time afraid to think of it
because i am afraid i will not have the means to continue

what if i died tomorrow?

one fine day, since we had nothing to do, a small group in W55M decided to take a snapshot. Although it was not the entire class photo, its still nice (:

TADA :D

and yeah, the class is still on its way in warming up, thanks to 2 jokers (maybe there are more).
Who are the 2? Guess :)

having genetics now. problem quite easy. did most of the presentation on the board. cause how are u supposed to draw pedigree chart in ppt? haha. sian. now stonning in class. group going studying later at usual spot for friday's ut. But i am lazy to go. How? Feel like sleeping sia. Then E56B wants to go sentosa tmr in the morning. omg. damn lazy to get up man. some more need to work on hari raya. 7am some more. then still need rush home then go visiting. sian. i already wote in request bk already then some ppl who can work on that day not working. then ppl who cant work on that day must work. what logic is this man? i am pissed ):
NEVER MIND ):):

was the mini "birthday party" a success or is it a flop? Haix ):

went clarke quay for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market with E56B on friday.. No, not a market. Somesort of a restaurant i guess. And the food is yummm...

sarettard, rachael, kylie (:

the guai lan faces - janice, michelle (:

alicia, ME, michelle :D

ADELE :P

grilled fish of the day.. (dory fish)

salmon...

seafood platter for 2

didnt accompany them to drink cos first, i need to work the next day. morning some more. second, MY PARENTS dont allow me to drink. (haha, but i drank once :D)

finally, i followed them to an outing. or else they will say i psk them again ):

STUDY STUDY STUDY TODAY :P

Celebrated father's birthday yesterday (:

Collected the cake i ordered for him.

Rush home after school and had a sumptous dinner..

Green Tea with Red Bean Cake (:

The Main Lead :D


And finally, Happy Birthday Daddy :P

Anyways, the damn PP advisor STILL HASNT APPROVED MY PP REPORT! Like what the hell. I submitted aug 19 and till now it is still in the submitted state. How am I gonna proceed with the poster presentation? I have email her twice and the only 2 replies from her was that she would get back to me by evening, and that i have to send her my report by email cos she cant open it. Argh. If by friday the status is still submitted, I m gonna email to SAS head and spam her till she approve it. Hmph ):

my performance sucks like hell today. its TRUE.
even fg told me that my performance today was one of the lousiest of all the times.
but i dont know why. seriously.
is it because i have slacken?
no. i am sure it is not.
is the problem statement too difficult?
absolutely no. rdna is worst than this.
or is the new class so competitive?
I DONT KNOW.
i think i am gonna get C for all my problem 1.
comfirm.
cause i spoke less than 10 sentences for all my ppt.
FUCK.

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3rd module for this sem – genetics. Hais. Like what michx said, her class is like a funeral. I think mine is no better either. SO QUIET. And in the entire class, my grp makes the most noise. Because our grp has familiar faces. And thus, we are considered VERY rowdy. Seriously, I miss E56B and I am glad that we still do meet up for lunch every day. Haha. And when they go each other’s class, everyone will stare at us cause again, we are VERY rowdy. And once again, 3 times a week in the same grp as him. Same as last sem. Now I shall see tmr’s result. Haha.

Anyways, went to watch 4bia on sat after work. OMG. Even if you wanna treat me to watch this movie again, NO WAY MAN. The story just gets scarier and scarier and by the time it is the last story, I practically watched less than 10% of it. And I swear this movie is the worst of the worst horror story. No wonder its NC16. And my sis actually watched it twice. And the worst thing is JL could even actually eat and drink and enjoy the movie like a luxury, even at the part when the gal held her bloody eyeballs in her hands. Ewww. And he says its not scary. Even michx. OMG.

One more thing. Sat’s business was one of the most unforgettable one. Cause by evening the whole place ¾ empty cause practically, something was leaking underground and in the process, dirty water and even shit leaked up to our place. Wth. When I came in the morning, it was eww. What’s the smell. Then during gapbuster when I was positioned right in front of the scene. I felt like puking and had to mop the entire place so many times with those super nice smell detergent but the smell still cam e back. By evening, even if you stood outside the store, you can smell it, let alone inside the store. HAIX..

And tmr is PHARMACOLOGY AND TOXICOLOGY (:

school starts tomorrow, 4th september 2008.
and i will be stepping into my new class, W55M.
once again, i will meet new faces and new working style.
most importantly, it time to pull my socks up and remain competitive.
and not forgetting to wish BROTHER AN EARLY HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY (:
(PS: you better PASS your PSLE. Or else...)

you saw his reaction didnt you?
you felt a tinge of happiness didnt you?
forgive him for whatever he has done..
its for your good..
one word. BELIEVE (: