Went to clarke quay on 12/12/08:

Meanwhile, had to prepare few presents for monday's gift exchange cum pre-christmas dinner. Since i dont know what to give some of them, i decided to handmade it myself:

This is the end product. Can you guess what this is?

Anyways, have been lying in bed for the past 2 days. I finally fell sick this year. LOL. My stomach problem again. I think i have been skipping too much breakfast till my gastric finally started to act up. Haiz. Now still can feel a tinge of pain. Hope i will get well soon (:(: And hope they will like my handmade present (:(:

I don’t know what is wrong with me. Since Friday, I have been feeling this way. Am I getting sick or something? I seriously don’t know. My headaches just come and go and I am moody most of the time. Plus went to draw blood for the Hep B vaccination thingy. Plus work on sun and yesterday. Is it I no longer wanna go to school? Is it I am longing for a holiday? Or am I really getting sick. Oh my…

STACY. Please 振作起来。你行的。

25.11.08

celebrated leo's birthdayy in the afternoon, went for his BBQ in the evening..

here are the pictures, with credits to JANICE (:

Ex-E56B guys..

Ex-E56B gals..

In Ben's car. He can drive! OMG..

WOW!!

The view from his hse.. Regency View if i am not wrng

His block..

Zhi Han thinks he very man..

Ta da..

Basketball time..

Lousie gooooo..

Michellee..

Pool time..

GO!

Janiceee..

ME..

BEN..

26.11.08

Went ultra exercising with usual khaki. Went gym first. Ran 2km + cycled 4km. Then spent abt 3 hrs swimming. And thanks to Coach Rach for teaching me how to swim. Haha. Then, my muscle cramp came. Damn pain. I think i overstrained myself ):

30.11.08

After work, went to hougang point with Ting, Ping and DiYing. Wanted DY to choose her birthday present but then i think we ate too slow. Haha. In the end we bought something for her (cant be revealed here cause havent give her yet).. So wait bah (:(:

I was super depressed today. See the word WAS. Means i am not depressed/less depressed now. The reason? I could not decide if i should continue with IPBMS and go to monash or go the normal route and go to local Uni. Of course i would want the first choice. BUT DUE TO MONEY CONSTRAINTS, I COULDNT. Moreover, i didnt want to burden my parents with the money that they have to come up with. I know that it is impossible to get that kind of money. Moreover, i didnt want to get a bank loan. I will seriously be very guilty. In the end, i could not take it and broke down. I was really upset about it till i could not hold it in my heart longer. I had to cry. Luckily, my friends were all there for me. They knew what problem i was facing and comforted me and asked me to think it another way around. And so after school, i went to find the head and explain about my case and asked her loads of questions. So, in the end, i have finally decided. I AM DROPPING IPBMS. I AM NOT GOING TO MONASH ANYMORE. I WILL STRIVE FOR THE BEST AND ENTER LOCAL UNI. THATS MY GOAL. My burden has finally lighten. Although i have sacrificed something, i have also gained something. Which is happiness. I now know one thing. It does not matter if take extra module and go to overseas uni. As long as you have the determination to do well and be content with whatever you have now, even if you are unable to continue your studies into uni, you will still have happiness for you have your family's support.

Lastly, i would like to thank my father for allowing me to fulfill my dream of wanting to go monash for this sem. However, i have decided to drop so as to lighten your burden. Its ok not to go to monash but i dont want you to stress about money matters just to fulfill my dream. I fully understand and i shant force things...

Went to EXPO for Food Fair and Changi Airport Terminal 3 on friday...

let the pics do the talking (:

In NEL..

Meeting Point in T3..

Random Signboard..

Departure..

Control Tower..

Celebrate the Magic at Changi Airport..

The viewing platform..

Gelare..

The viewing below viewing platform..

Niccee.. But cant go down ):

GST refund..

Departure.. I want go MONASH ):

Side view of Departure..

Escalator..

Another random signboard..

Some machine..

Glassssss..

very shinyyy...

Can you see the plane?

Recycled paper.. Can see the word A.I.R.P.O.R.T?

Our wishes..

My wish..

Rachael's wish..

Michelle's wish..

Lastly, home sweet home (:

Next stop would be to go to the budget terminal. haha (:(:

One word to describe today: SUAY

Because first, have to send my lappy to IT helpdesk cause everytime switch on will have some msg saying need to check C drive for consistency thingy.

Then today have genetics lab lesson whereby we need to take our cheek cells and put on the microscopic slides and cover with the cover slip. Then don’t know which fucking idiot person from the previous class left the cover slip on the chair and stupid me didn’t notice the damn thing and when to put my hands on the chair. Then I felt a tinge of pain. Then I saw the stupid cover slip that poked through my glove. Then the moment I took out my glove. WOW. My finger was bloody. Even when I wash under the running tap also my blood like tap. Then just now I accidently press it. DAMN PAIN TILL MY TEARS CAME OUT. Then now I don’t dare to see my finger. The cut very deep sia, plus my finger seems to be swollen. Now I scared my wound contaminated cause it happened in the lab then I not sure if the cover slip was contaminated. HOW???

Omg. I just hope that my finger will be fine tomorrowww…

FUCK. My emotions are running wild. Why the hell did I take IPBMS? I wont be able to cope with the extra modules in correlation to the FYP, as well as the amount of money that is needed to go to monash. The head just dropped a bomb on me just now when she said she made a mistake about the number of modules we have to take. We were supposed to take 5 modules this semester, as well as 5 in year 3 sem 1 and 2. But now all the IPBMS students are taking only 4. This means that we have to come back during the holidays to do the additional one module. Fuck. Plus I need to do my FYP during the holidays too. WTH. Then still need to take Hepatitis B vaccination. Damn it. Then need to go briefing with parents on 29th NOV about this matter. Then I think I will have to drop this thing. Because I do not have the means to carry on. 50K for the monash thing. So I think after 29th NOV, my fate may or may not change. For the better or worse that is.

I think I should have just went to TP.

I have seriously no mood to carry on with my work. DAMN IT.