Skipped school again for the 5th time. But i didnt slacked at home. Cleaned my room in preparation for CNY and went AMK to meet my manager for a JOG! OMG. I didnt go jogging since............ and finally i have someone to accompanyme to jog.I waited for her to end her work and we started from AMK interchange to NYP to some park which i known i had gone to before but forgot where and finally back to AMK. Did many many stretching and such.Wow. It has been so long since i last jog.What a sad thing huh. But i am now motivated to lose it man(: I shall jog more often with her and get some tips on .....

Shall skip school tmr again to sing k.Haha. I just love singing lah. And i am gonna watch movies with sis, namely the house, Ah Long Pte Ltd and the Kungfu Dunk with Jay Chou in it.The reason is I HAVE GOTTEN MY FIRST PAYSLIP! Its not a lot but still money. Haha. I think i am getting adapted to the working environment. Its actually not that bad lah unless its peak hour and you have to rush like hell. And i found someone who is in the same school with me. I initially thought that he was in year 2 so i could ask him on how to do my PP next year. But the sad thing is that he is in year 1 too. Sad to say but i have never seen him in school. LOL. He's in E3 and i am in W2. So far apart. Haha. And his course is Biomedical engineering while mine is Biomedical Sciences. One word difference. LOL

So, its goodbye to W24L and hello to Year 2 in Biomedical Sciences whereby I can finally do my own modules and not some idiot modules like culture and computing and enterprise (:

Good job this year Stacy (: Do not give up and do better in year 2! You must aim for the $400 (:

HAIS.a big HAIS.I have been skipping school since monday.Call me a BAD girl.No.Call me a SUPER DUPER BAD GIRL.Cos i dun skip school during my secondary school days.So, poly life had made me bad huh?

Anyways, I am looking forward to CNY, not because of the visiting but because of...DOUBLE PAY (: Looks like i am hard up for money huh?Cant actually blame me cause i need it.Haha.Not funny.

And yeah.O levels are out tmr.This reminded me of the day where i am supposed to take mine.I was practically shivering like hell.I even took cab to school with the -Trafficlights when my hse is so near to sch lah.And when i saw my frens tearing over their results, i teared with them too.Then there was the time when i tored my brains apart on whether to go JC or Poly, tried gg to JC, withdrawed, and finally entering poly thinking whether will i be able to adapt.

And then suddenly i am thinking about if i finally entered SRJC, this year i will be taking A levels which is very scary to me cos it is barely one year since i took O levels.Hais.So i guess i am not fitted to go JC cos i will seriously die from studying.LOL.

Finally, good luck to all those taking O level results tmr.GOD bless and yeah, you can do it (:
Oyasuminasai and sweet dreams (:(:

2 more weeks and thats it.End of year 1 for me.Gonna proceed to year 2.I believe it will be harder for me to maintain my grades and this sem has already given me evidence.I dread my results.I dread the modules.I dread everything.And i was late for the first tiime in my poly life.Great huh?Reached at 930 when school starts at 9.I am coming bothered by it anyway.

After watching a Jap drama called Liar Game recommended by my friends, I finally know that in this world,一山还有一山高.This is indeed true no matter 哪一行 you are in.It is indeed sad that it is human nature to lie, backstabb and betray people, no matter how close they are to you.And the worst thing is that if they wanna do it, they will 不择手段 in order to get to their 目的.Why cant people just be honest?Is being honest too bad for their own good?Suddenly, i just find it hard to trust people, even those close to me.人生就是那么的悲哀.

It has been dont know how many months since i met up with THEM.I miss them but i do not know if it is the same for them.Maybe they have forgotten about me and got on with their lifes with new friends?Well.Life's like that.旧的不去,新的不来.So, i too have to get on with my life.

Chalet's on the 18,19,20 of Feb.Will it be better than W46B's one?Or will it be worse?I pray...
And most of all, GOD, pls give me the motivation to want to go to work (: for the sake of $

Happy New Year to everyone!!!
Finally i have the time to rest a home (:

Started work on 21/12.Crazy man!8 hours a day is so tiring when you get your fingers all burnt and bones breaking.But for the sake of $$$, i must carry on (: I even worked yesterday when it is New Years Day and everyone is celebrating cause its DOUBLE PAY (: Haha.

Anyways, school reopening next week and hais,back with all the studying and such.To think of it, the hols are like nothing la.I didnt even have a chance to chill out with my frens.I miss the TRAFFICLIGHTS, K-POP.5 and yvonne and gang ):

And yeah, why am i so free now? Cause finally i have an off day.Aiming for my 200 bucks so that i can buy harddisk, make my spectacles, buy more clothes (:

Meeting K-POP.5 for kbox later.Who hoo (: See? I sacrificed my rest to meet you all lor.

the TRAFFICLIGHTS, when is our date?

ANNOUNCEMENT:

I WILL NOT BE UPDATING THIS BLOG UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE DUE TO MY BUSY SCHEDULE (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS =]

P.S I WILL TRY TO UPDATE AFTER CHRISTMAS(:

Annyong hasaeyo (:

I am already 3/4 into my first year in RP and finally, it time to choose my modules.Haha.It was a difficult decision to make because i was unsure if i would regret my decision like the one i made when i first came to RP.

But i have decided. I am going the super hard way.I am trying to see if i can make to monash.Its a great deal to me lah.Because if i can get in, i can get my degree in 9 months lah.Thats WOW okay.But the criterias are: I need to take an extra module.This means i have to study for 5 days whereas my peers will only study for 4 days.Next, I must have a GPA of 3.2 and above.I dun know if i can make it man.My grade have slipped like hell.I failed my tests like hell okay.Thats the first part.If i can get into monash, i still must consider the amount of money needed.Its in australia mind you.OMG.I will be away for like 1 whole year without ,y parents.Shit.I have consulted my parents and my close friends and they want me to go ahead with it.That is until i can get into Monash then we shall see how it goes.Yeah.

Meanwhile, my mum is having her operation this thursday.hais.I cant accompany her for i have lessons.God bless her.She will make a full recovery (:

And yeah.i forgot something else.I am so into Korean now.Haha.Especially se7en and Jae hee.LOL.So i am gonna learn as much korean as i can.LOL.For now, i want my K-Box pls (:(:

I am seriously sinking into depression mode.

My ut grades are getting worse than sem 1.School is such a bore that i just want to skip all lessons.What's worse is that my mother has to be admitted to hospital FOR THE 2ND TIME THIS YEAR.Fuck.The first time was because of a suspected heart attack and now she has to go through an operation for her eyes.

Argh.All my mood towards christmas is sinking greatly.Just like the Titanic.

Gonna skip school on fri for yet another depressing reason.To visit my grandmother's grave.It is actually not a grave.It is situated in a church. The atmosphere during this period is so depressing. Okay. This is the 3rd time i used the word depressed.So you can see how DEPRESSED i am huh? I remembered the times when i accompanied my mum to the church. Upon seeing my grandmother's photograph,tears will start falling down her cheeks. Seeing my mum like this make my heart aches. I imagine myself seeing my mum's photo 50 years from now and yeah, it aches even more. Chanting the prayers with teared face.Gosh.I dont know what to say. My heart has turned soured.

Sometimes, i wonder why are we being born when we still have to die someday. Is this a norm?Are we just tools for the whoever who created us to get to his/her/its goal? Argh. My questions cant be answered.

I am so gonna try to skip tuesday lesson if there's no UT.What's the use of studying so hard when your grades are suckier each time you see them? The only thing that is keeping me up there is my daily grades.At least i see some hope in attending the lessons.

Friday is so near.6th Dec is so near. How i wish i can accompany mum for her operation on the 6th. Fucking UT.